This isn’t glamorous. It’s crying at 3 am because you’re so hungry and can’t sleep.
It’s doing so much exercise after eating a single apple that the room spins and you can’t get up.
It’s clutching a water bottle like a lifeline because you don’t want to gain water weight and when your stomach isn’t full of water it hurts because you’re hungry.
It’s watching your friends and family enjoy a nice meal and either finding some way to get our of eating it or having a plate and hating yourself after.
It’s eating ten calories over your 500 calorie limit and contemplating suicide.
It’s reaching your big goal weight and still hating what you see in the mirror.
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