I want to lose weight again..
I want to lose weight because:
I want to be able to catch the train or bus, without being sweaty after the short run
I want to be a pretty daughter
I want to be like the girls in the class, thin and sporty
I want to have the same weight as a model
I want to live a better life
I want to see my bones even more
I want to be able to only wear a bikini at the beach, and feel great
I want to that random person on the street to think I’m a healthy person
I want to smile
I want to able to fit the smallest size of cloth the shop has
I want my boyfriend to actually love my body, and never leave me for a thinner girl
I want to fit in the society
I want to have more control over my body and my life in general
I want to have children, who think they have the coolest mother
I want to get more friends
I want to show my family that I’m not just a fucked up teenager
I want to get the accept
I want to be healthy
I want people to think I’m pretty
I want no one to hurt me
I want to be a normal girl
I want to get a good career
I want to not feel hungry
I want to live
I want to be what you want me to be.
Ohh.. yeah I almost forgot
I want to.