what-does-they-want:

I’m sorry but

I don’t want my friends to be envy. I love them.

I don’t want my mom to worry, I somehow love her.

I don’t want people to ask of I already ate bc I don’t want people to notice me.

I don’t want people to tell me how skinny I am, ask me how I lost weight etc. because I don’t want them to notice me.

I don’t want to be cold all the time bc laying in a warm bed is the best feeling ever.

I don’t want some boy to notice or love me bc when he just loves my body fck you.

I don’t want my teachers to notice bc they’ll send me back to psychiatry.

I don’t want strangers to notice bc instead of fat shaming they’ll do skinny shaming bc people suck.

I don’t wanna look good in a bikini or crop top or whatever bc I hate bikinis and croptops and just wear jeans and sweaters

I just wanna be skinny.

To be continued.