skinnysativva:

Just ED things

• Constant body checks
• Body checking in store windows, any mirror you see, pretty much anything you can see a reflection in
• Not knowing if you’re truly hungry or just bored
• Bruising everywhere
• Sore/clenched jaw
• Standing up too quickly and seeing stars
• Clogged drains due to hair loss, hair EVERYWHERE on your pillow, floor, brush, anywhere your head has been
• Cold hands and feet
• Dry skin
• Purple nails and yellow teeth
• Dark eye circles
• “Okay so the label says 100 calories per five sticks, so I’ll only eat 3 sticks. So that’s 60 calories… I’ll round to 200 just to be safe.”
• That “empty feeling”
• Being too exhausted to get up
• Being too exhausted to go to school
• Just being exhausted in general
• Zoning out A LOT
• Forgetfulness
• This bullshit, “wHY dOnt yOu JUsT EaT”
• And this bullshit, “YoU dONt LoOK likE yOu HaVE aN eaTInG DiSOrder”
• Fasting till the next day and waking up feeling heavier for some fucking reason
• Gaining because of your period
• “Am I hungry or do I just need to shit?”
• Diet Coke and 100% cocoa chocolate
• *refuses to eat a veggie because it’s 100 cals* 5 minutes later *binges on ice cream*
• Nightmares about gaining weight
• Shaky af hands
• Wobbly knees
• HEADACHES
• Dissociation and not being able to focus
• The anxiety of weighing in after a binge
• Refusing to eat in public because of the anxiety

✖️ Feel free to add on 🙂 ✖️