Love hurts more than hunger

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Have you ever loved someone so much that you would take your own life for them?

Your mom or dad?

Or your best friend?

Or your pet?

But then there’s a different kind of love..

The kind of love that you have for that special person standing at their locker right now…

Have you starved yourself to impress that person? Or forced yourself to throw up so much that you nearly fainted so that they could catch you and make sure you’re alright? Or eaten so much so that you finally get some curves and have a body to show off?

That must have hurt. That love hurt way more than any of those things. It’s what caused it all in the first place.

Love will drive you crazy.

But one day,

Possibly when you’ve finally reached your dream body,

The once existent love might fade.

And you will be left only with your eating habits that now control your life and will never be exactly right.

And the person who you once loved is gone.

They may have loved you back, but at the moment when they did, you were too blinded by food habits to even notice. So they left.

They still care.

They don’t act like they do.

But they do.

And they’re scared.

And you are too.

For nothing will be the same now.

Don’t risk losing everything for the one thing you don’t have.