i-am-the-new-ana:

My problem isn’t starving myself to be skinny. Its the people that give me good attention because I look skinny. Its my family life that i don’t want to focus on so i focus on not eating. Its not having anything to look forward to in a day other than seeing that number go down on the scale in the morning. Yes i did this to myself, I did all of it, but don’t think i’m doing this because i want to. Its to keep myself somewhat sane.