my reality of my eating disorder

wannabeaskinnybitch-ana:

i spend the whole day binging and purging yesterdday. i ate over 8000 cals and was binging and purging from 11am to 8pm. i ate so much i couldnt move or even breathe. then i purged. and did that over and over and over again. by the end i ended up puking 7.8kg worth of food and i currently weigh 47.5kg. my face was swollen and my throat hurt so bad that just swallowing my own spit was painful. 

this is now the morning after and my throat still hurts, im freezing and its sunny outside, and just walking is making me
dizzy.

im telling you this because people say im there “inspiration” or motivation” or just ask me for tips.

now i dont know what about that paragraph sounded appealing to you. because if you were to do what i do this would become your reality too