When I can easily refuse food when its offered to me without batting an eyelash.
When the smell, thought and look of food makes me feel nauseous.
When I feel light headed whenever I walk and the room sort of spins when I’m lying down.
When the only reason I need to use the bathroom is to urinate because of how much water I’m drinking.
When my tummy starts trimming down and my hip bones appear.
When my stomach grumbles constantly.
When I start fitting into my sisters size 6 clothes.
When I’m losing weight every week.
When I no longer have an appetite and binging isn’t a problem anymore.
When people start noticing my weight loss and tell me how small I’ve gotten.
When my sister notices how I’m never eating and says I’m anorexic.
When I finally feel like I have gained control of my body and mind.
How I know when I’m on track
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