skinny-bitter:

i hate everything about myself

from the way i laugh to how i say stupid things

from the way i smile to how i can’t seem to smile that much anymore

from the way i can’t go a minute without thinking about my weight to how i can’t open up to people about my pain

from the way i make every single fucking conversation awkward to how i seem to only say the wrong things

from the way i can’t deal with a photo of me being anywhere without my permission to how i have a break down if i see myself in the mirror

from the way i push everyone away to how i can only blame myself for feeling alone

from the way i can’t seem to be skinny enough to how i seem to binge e v e r y damn day

i hate anything and everything that i am