lotus-em-ana:

lightasdust:

neuroweird-werewolf:

one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be
in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That
means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation
it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something
good. and I don’t get why I have that.

oh it’s a thing?

I definitely did not realize that other people felt this way. I legit thought I was just alone with those types of thoughts and ideas.