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If you don’t have an eating disorder and you’re going through my blog, please read this

Block me. Exit the tumblr app. And never come back. I’m serious.

You might have accidentally stumbled upon my blog. You might be wondering what it’s all about. If you’re in a position in life where you’re struggling with food or weight or something else, you might even think of giving it a go.

Don’t.

This is not what you want. Trust me. I’m here because I don’t have a choice. I’m sick. My brain is festering with unhealthy thoughts about food and weight and it’s been this way for almost 6 years and it’s so, so hard to escape.

I didn’t choose this. I didn’t want this.

But you? You have a choice. Walk away now and spare yourself a lifetime of misery and pain and suffering.

It’s not as good or easy as it looks. For every pound lost, you’ll lose a day of your life you could’ve spent on something valuable and productive. For every bone that peeks out, you lose a year of your life you could’ve spent living healthily. For every compliment, every look you get from a stranger, you lose a friend who just can’t put up with your destructive ways anymore.

So if you don’t have an eating disorder, if you don’t have an unhealthy obsession with food and your weight, if you’ve just happen to come across my blog, and you think this is something you want to try.

I’m begging you. Block me, exit the tumblr app, and never come back.

Because this is not something you want for yourself. This is not something I’d wish on anyone.

Do not go down the path of developing an ED because of me or my blog, I won’t be able to live with that kind of blood on my hands.