lovelesslordess:

lunathemoonkitten:

depressedgirl83:

Why do people never talk about the part of depression when you just don’t want anything anymore? Everybody talks about when it hurts like hell, when you cry, when you cut, when you take drugs, when you break down. But no one ever talks about when you just lay down in your room, with a hole inside of you that you don’t know how to fill, and you don’t want to do anything even the things you usually like. So you just spend your day kinda waiting for it to end. And it’s horrible because you feel empty and guilty for that at the same time. 

No one understands this and how hard it is to break out of this

It’s honestly so difficult

lovelesslordess:

lunathemoonkitten:

depressedgirl83:

Why do people never talk about the part of depression when you just don’t want anything anymore? Everybody talks about when it hurts like hell, when you cry, when you cut, when you take drugs, when you break down. But no one ever talks about when you just lay down in your room, with a hole inside of you that you don’t know how to fill, and you don’t want to do anything even the things you usually like. So you just spend your day kinda waiting for it to end. And it’s horrible because you feel empty and guilty for that at the same time. 

No one understands this and how hard it is to break out of this

It’s honestly so difficult

objjy:

LOST 1KG IN ONE NIGHT

REBLOG FOR A MIRACLE

skinny-girl-mind-fat-girl-body:

I have never been this off track. Please, whether you follow me or not, please send me something encouraging to start over and keep restricting. If I keep going and bingeing I will become more and more miserable and I dont know how I even got here. Please help me you guys Im begging you too. If you could send me meanspo that would be fantastic as well.

lotus-em-ana:

lightasdust:

neuroweird-werewolf:

one of my symptoms I hate most is that I “want” to hurt. I “want” to be
in the worst situations possible. I “want” to sabotage myself. That
means it’s in my impulsive plans, when I’m actually in the situation
it’s not something I want at all. but I desire it as if it’s something
good. and I don’t get why I have that.

oh it’s a thing?

I definitely did not realize that other people felt this way. I legit thought I was just alone with those types of thoughts and ideas.

dainty-wrists:

Reblog if your GW is between 48-52kg. I’ll follow everyone who does

iwantanna:

I feel like no one cares.

I feel like no one cares when I skip a meal or talk of fasting.

I feel like no one cares when I’m late to an event or if I dont show up at all.

I feel like no one cares when I tell them about my day or my accomplishments.

I feel like no one cares that I have this darkness in my soul.

I feel like no one cares that I cry after work every night or that I sit in the shower too long.

I feel like no one cares about my personality or mood chaging suddenly.

I feel like the only way to make them care is to die or starve until I’m sickly.

And when they all care, I wont.

error-problematic:

heroin-chic-x:

Personal motivation

A few years ago there was a girl in one of my classes who, over the space of around 9 months, lost so much weight. I’m not talking a small but noticeable amount but from a (uk) size 12/14 to size 4. Everyone was absolutely in awe of her because you could literally see the fat falling off her. She was signed about a year later (she’s like 5’8). It turned out she was eating one meal a day with her family and saving her lunch money, rather than gorging on food, to treat herself on whatever took her fancy. Everytime I pass her in the halls, I see living proof that it is possible and it makes going through with this so much more worth it.

Stay safe 💞