missthinthings:

alex-a-softy:

relapseroxy:

toofat-forthat:

gordayfea:

thinspirationed-teen:

angrykittenpsycho:

problems of anas starting at an actual obese weight

-your lowest weight is other peoples highest.

-people never noticing that you don’t eat due to your weight.

-ACTUALLY being medically fat, not just feeling fat.

-having legitimate problems working out (knees can’t handle all the weight, asthma, etc)

-”you probably shouldn’t eat that, should you?” when taking your first bite of a remotely unhealthy food in MONTHS.

-losing over 70lbs and still not be close to ‘thin’.

-thinner anas looking down on you because you’re not skinny enough. (actually happened)

-thinner anas telling you to ‘stop starving yourself’ or ‘turn back before you get sick’ when you’ve actually been doing this longer than them.

-MORE SIDE EFFECTS!

-being petty and offended when people half your size call themselves fat in front of you, well knowing you weigh twice as much as them. (this is a personal problem but still)

-actually being happy to be at a NORMAL weight for once. 

-”MY BMI IS FINALLY UNDER 25!”

-lower chances of actually hitting your ugw because your body literally can’t lose more.

-LOOSE SKIN. L O T S OF IT. 

-knowing you’ve lost more than most of the fellow anas, but not being able to talk about it because your cw isn’t low enough just yet.

so shoutout to all the bigger people with anorexic tendencies, because they deserve way more. because they’ve gone through this pain for so long without enough recognition. because within the ana community, they’re often not even acknowledged. because THEY ARE VALID TOO. 

i started at over 250lbs and hit my first plateau at 149, so i do have a right to complain, thank you very much. (i’m just over 5′4. just imagine.)

😦

i started at 279 and ive been stuck in the low- mid 170’s for two months :((

BABY IM 260 I FEEL THIS SHIT IN MY CORE

Normal weight or skinny Anas, QUIT BEING DICKS WE GETTIN BAD REP AND ALSO THAT’S CRUEL

daintydreamm:

big shoutout to everyone working on recovery

Major props to you, that takes real courage and grit. You put in the work every day, you fight through it. You are much stronger than you think. I envy you and love you.

ventining:

positivity-roses:

If you find yourself asking “Should i really eat breakfast today?” or “Can i really allow myself to have a snack now?”, this post is your answer: 

Yes. Go eat, darling. Food is good. You deserve it. 

!!!!

drawandchill:

The three types of mentally ill ppl

1. I know i am irrational but cant stop being irrational
2. Im not irrational, other people are irrational
3. I dk if i am irrational i am just constantly numb.. what is real.. i dk if i am alive

hellolunakat:

When I can easily refuse food when its offered to me without batting an eyelash.

When the smell, thought and look of food makes me feel nauseous.

When I feel light headed whenever I walk and the room sort of spins when I’m lying down.

When the only reason I need to use the bathroom is to urinate because of how much water I’m drinking.

When my tummy starts trimming down and my hip bones appear.

When my stomach grumbles constantly.

When I start fitting into my sisters size 6 clothes.

When I’m losing weight every week.

When I no longer have an appetite and binging isn’t a problem anymore.

When people start noticing my weight loss and tell me how small I’ve gotten.

When my sister notices how I’m never eating and says I’m anorexic.

When I finally feel like I have gained control of my body and mind.

a-hurricane-thundercloud:

To those of you that fear recovery because you’ve become so comfortable with your suffering:

You don’t notice it leave. It goes away slowly and you don’t even notice it’s gone until youre happy and content.

You won’t miss it. It won’t hurt. You won’t be empty. I promise it will be so much better than your head tells you.