❗I DO NOT PROMOTE OR ENCOURAGE EATING DISORDERS, THIS IS FOR ME AND ONLY ME TO FOLLOW. PLEASE SEEK HELP❗

These are basically my rules, breaking them will result in punishments like extra exercise, straving and maybe sh, idk. alright let’s actually lose some damn weight, the goal is to be 50 by end of February💓

filled-with-tea:

hey dolls 💛

this is a reminder that its okay to eat.

its okay to eat too much sometimes, too.

its okay to eat veggies

its okay to eat junk

do you feel bad after eating?

yeah, sometimes that happens. i feel it too.

breathe, take a walk, consider recovery, read a book, sing a song.

you’re a joy to this planet no matter your weight.

💛🌙 stay safe 🌙💛

PSA

spacegaysthetic:

beerune:

everywitchway:

tetsucabromie:

lazygeckoknightintraining:

tassiekitty:

misangremellama:

misangremellama:

selfcarereminders:

nanoboostedpharah:

theres a new product by verzion called “hum” that allows your parents to track your car and places you go, if your parents are controlling like mine please check under your steering wheel to make sure that they havent installed this

here is what it looks like installed:

you can read more about it here, and here this excerpt sums up what information Hum will send: 

“a car’s owner will be able to get notified on their phone when the vehicle leaves a pre-determined area or drives faster than a set speed… [Hum] will enable location tracking and a driving log, which measures travel times, engine idle times, and average speeds.” 

People in abusive relationships, please check your cars.

DO NOT TRY TO UNPLUG IT BY YOURSELF!

To add to this nightmare, I’ve just heard of a thing called ForceField where people get to monitor and block internet sites that you’re going on if they don’t approve.

It tells the user what sites/apps you’re going on, for how long you’re on them, and WHERE YOU ARE ON AN UPDATING MAP.

So you know if you’re in an abusive household and use sites like tumblr to escape and talk to friends, you could be cut off from that.

They say “it’s not spyware” but it sure sounds controlling and creepy to me.

signalboost

God. Fuck. That’s scary.

Life 360 is another tracker. My parents have used it on me, not allowing me to delete it from my phone, and sometimes even demanding selfies to prove I was where the map said. (As if I’d go anywhere without my phone)

SpectorPro is another one. Afaik it can’t track location, but it takes screenshots roughly every 20sec to allow the installer to watch a video of your computer activity. It also tracks all keystrokes, so passwords aren’t safe, and records any website you visit + the duration. It’s incredibly creepy and a huge violation of privacy, and was one of the cornerstones of my abuse as a kid.

even if you’re not in an abusive relationship/family, please spread this because you might have just saved someone’s life

Update💎 trigger warning❗

Alrighty, its been a while. Been self harming recently (was clean for two weeks) and low key on track as I’ve been drinking 2L of water every day and eating fairly healthy. A friend’s bday tomorrow and the next day so imma try to eat healthy and let myself enjoy the two days. When I come home (12/01/19) I’ll restrict again slightly and then on 14/01/19 I’ll start the A.I.T diet. I’ll make a post sometime before the 14th about the diet and how I’ll track my progress

Stay safe lovelies💕💕

ana–rose:

caloriecounterkyle:

candygas:

thin-interrupted00:

mimi-wants-to-be-skinny:

skinnyismyhome:

daintydreamm:

Reblog to be in an ED discord group chat

Hi my lovely followers, I’d like to make a new group chat for people with eating disorders. It could be triggering, so of course if you are in recovery, do not join.

Not everyone will get in, for example, if you are too young then it might be a problem, if you have something offensive on your blog, if you are intolerant of lgbtq+, if you’re outwardly pro-ana, etc.

I will be sifting through all the reblogs on this post, and eventually I will make the discord server after I’ve got enough people. I’ll message the link to you on tumblr.

I’d love to be in!

Please please please please please

Ironic how you call it a discord group chat when you can’t even accept having people with “offensive” things to say.

Oh please I’d love to talk with people who go through the same thing🙈

I’d like to join 🙂

I’d like to join please

I’d like to join