@ “anti pro ana”

dyingviolets:

Most thinspo/Ana blogs on tumblr are not pro Ana. No one is interested in encouraging others to develop a seriously fucked up and dangerous eating disorder. Blogs that post thinspo pics are usually run by teenagers/young adults who are going through hell and would be starving themselves anyway. By reporting and shutting down those blogs, you take away people’s safe spaces, their outlets, and their community. You are helping no one. No one gets an eating disorder because they saw someone on tumblr post a picture of someone thin. You’re not being noble, you’re not saving anyone, you’re being rude and taking something away from someone who already has nothing. If someone gets their thinspo blog deleted, they’re not going to be like “oh well, gonna eat normally now and be totally healthy, cool”. They make a new one and hate you. My blog is for no one else. It is for me. If I couldn’t have it, I would be sad because I wouldn’t have a community and a way to find people going through the same thing, but I would still have an eating disorder and I would just make a new blog. The last thing anyone wants is to help someone else develop a mental illness. Tumblr doesn’t have an option to make your blog private. Stop shutting people down for having an outlet. Most of us have 3 followers anyway.

Help Me

tangledtruths:

Hi guys,

I live in an abusive household. My abuser (who i will not name) physically, mentally and emotionally abuses me. I can’t call the authorities because my abuser has connections and its a very complicated situation. My abuser has hit, kicked, punched, called me names, belittled me, and choked me. I am in university and I can’t leave because my abuser pays my car payment, tuition and other amenities. This is the reason why I am asking for donations. I work part time but the bay area is a very expensive place and the salary I have is definitely not enough to survive on. I want to be able to support myself financially so that i wouldn’t need to feel like I have to stay in this abusive situation.

You can ask me question and I will answer as long as I am comfortable (i.e. I will not go into the details of my abuse too much) 

Here are my goals:

  1. $150
  2. $300
  3. $500
  4. $1000
  5. $3000
  6. $5000

I will always let you guys know what I have done with the money and how much i have saved up (this will be on the tag “donation”). I did this before and I got $300  in donations which allowed me to get my own books for school without provoking my abuser and also got a new phone that my abuser doesn’t know about so that I can live a bit more comfortable because my abuser usually checks my phone ( the one he knows of)

Below are the currency from which you can donate. Please let me know if you need your currency in this list to donate. There are also donation buttons on my blog ( all are in the same order as donation buttons). Every amount helps! Every reblog helps! 

Thank you so much. I am eternally grateful.

USD (United States)

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=GAH9FVUNTS8HY&lc=US&item_name=Ez%27s%20Relief%20Fund&currency_code=USD&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2egif%3aNonHosted

GBP (Great Britain)

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=GAH9FVUNTS8HY&lc=US&item_name=Ez%27s%20Relief%20Fund&currency_code=GBP&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2egif%3aNonHosted

EUR (Europe)

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=GAH9FVUNTS8HY&lc=US&item_name=Ez%27s%20Relief%20Fund&currency_code=EUR&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2egif%3aNonHosted

AUD (Australia)

https://www.paypal.com/cgi-bin/webscr?cmd=_donations&business=GAH9FVUNTS8HY&lc=US&item_name=Ez%27s%20Relief%20Fund&currency_code=AUD&bn=PP%2dDonationsBF%3abtn_donateCC_LG%2egif%3aNonHosted

Breakfast recipe or ideas under 100? I’m trying to eat breakfast again and I need something simple and quick, thank you in advance💓

wannabe-alice2:

Hello, here is a small list of breakfast that are/can be under 100 calories!

~ Smoothies (calories depend on what you add)

~ Mini Omelette Quiche

~ Crepés

~ Pancakes ( 70cal per pancake)

~ Yogurt with fruits

 ~ A small fruit salad

~ Oatmeal (made with water)

~ Protein bread with cottage cheese and cucumber

~ Rice cakes with toppings (like cheese, jam, …)

Those are a few that I could think of right now! I hope I could help you with it and hope you have a great day/night! ♥

inspired-by-bones:

¿New around here?

Seems like you are new to this community, and you are looking for weight loss, didn’t you?

Well. First of all, let me explain you how it works:

  • You are anxious because of the calories in all the foods.
  • You count calories while chewing 100000 times the food.
  • You always think about how to get rid of the calories you consumed, even if you sticked to your calorie limit. This step incluides overexercising, purging, starving for entire days or abusing of laxants and diuretics.
  • You cry because of food. You cry thinking about what you ate or thinking about what you want to eat. You cry seeing the plate in front of you or seeing how everyone eat happily except you.
  • You punish yourself every time you eat, or even if you didn’t eat but you want, because you think you are a pig. This can be in many forms. I just insult myself and search/write meanspo (that’s why my meanspo posts)
  • You ALWAYS see yourself as fat. Even if you are already thin. You have an obsetion with the rolls and just bones, so your brain fucks up your view of yourself.
  • Are you ready to say ‘no’ at every plan with friends or family just to avoid eating?
  • You won’t want to think in anything except food. I was diying without studying or doing my homeworks because my mind had space just for weight and food.

Oh, you don’t want these things, don’t you? Ah, wait, so you say you did all these things easily and you don’t care about it and actually motivates you! So bad, so bad. Let me tell you:

  • You will never reach a UGW. That’s because you always make it smaller, and you don’t stop because it’s never enough for you.
  • You will never be “thin enough” because of your body dysmorphia.
  • Even if you are thin, you won’t eat normal anymore because you are so scared and you can’t handle the fear of a yo-yo effect or gain a single pound.
  • You won’t be happy

Aaaaand remember that:

  • Your hair will fall out and be broken easily. It will look horrible
  • Your nails will lose colour and will look weird
  • You will have black circles under your eyes and will look exhausted all the time (and you will be)
  • Aaaaaaall of your body will be full of little hair because you are always cold. You will feel like a polar bear
  • Your skin is drive and gets yellow. It would look super shitty

Yes, I didn’t talk you about the health problems it will cost to you, but you obviously heard about all of them and I know nobody cares about diying because of this, sadly.

I don’t want ANYONE to be damaged because of my blog and my posts, neither this fucking illness.

So please, TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF. YOU DESERVE IT.

  • You deserve to eat
  • You deserve a rest time
  • You deserve a healthy life
  • You deserve to be proud of your progress
  • You deserve to love yourself because you are really, really strong, I know it.

And I don’t care if you are overweight, if you are at normal weight, if you are obese or if you are underweight. Neither your gender or anything else. You deserve all what I said anyways.

You can’t live wanting to starve yourself or overthinking about all what you ate like you will gain eating an apple, inclusive a slice of cake. No. You are ill, you deserve medical atention, trust me.

I always write to myself. This time, I want to tell to the ‘newbies’ that living this way is a hell.

And just today I realised that I can’t even eat an apple with half a kiwi without struggle with those 100 calories for breakfast. Shit.

thin-like-twigs:

Just some cute ana tips!

1. Leave. Its not safe here. Anorexia is a disgusting mental disorder. 🌸

2. Don’t glorify anorexia. If you pressure people into eating disorders please jump off a bridge. 🌸

3. If you “want” an eating disorder, please for the love of god get off my blog. Leave permanently. Your body is perfect. 🌸

4. Please get help. Its never to late to get help. 🌸

So it takes 3 months to drastically change your appearance. In just 3 months I can turn heads and finally be at my ugw. I can do this, from 16/07/18 to 16/10/18, 3 months. I will reach my ugw

dear future me, (anti-binge)

makemebelovely:

remember how this feels. how the weight of the food in your stomach feels along with the weight of your goddamn mistake. do you really want to get thin? to get beautiful? because, if you do, you sure as hell aren’t acting like it. at all.

dont. binge. it is not worth it. do not think just because you’ve been oh so good all of today that, suddenly, you deserve a bunch of food. no. you deserve a good day. a good day where you workout, study, take care of your skin – not this shit.

get skinny. drink some green tea, do some homework and get skinny. because, if you keep this up,

its size two jeans and pints of icecream for the rest of your goddamn life.