I have a dance performance on sunday and i should be only focused on it but i know that i can self harm after it. Like ive had the urge to self harm so bad over the past week. Like, the only reason I’m not is cause people would see it when I dance. I just,,, why? Why is this what my brain focuses on?
oh my god if you don’t have an eating disorder or you’re trying to come to thinspo tumblr or god forbid the pro ana side of tumblr please run from this and don’t look back. i just saw a post from someone saying it’s their first day of their “ana journey” and they’re gonna need help through this. you do know your only ways out of this are recovery, going to treatment after treatment for the rest of your life bc constantly relapsing, or death? like this isn’t fun. it’s not a fad diet. it’s not a quirky lifestyle. it’s hell. obsessing over everything you put in your mouth, obsessing over how much you’ve burn, not eating for days, being constantly tired, hurting constantly, lying to loved ones, soooo many health complications. lose weight the right and healthy way because this isn’t a life you want i promise. this is my second relapse and it’s worse than ever and i’m scared for my own god damn self but like…. i’m so sucked into this i. can’t. stop. yet. run from this if you can PLEASE
Please, this is really important.
If you are in the beginning stages of an eating disorder, and you have recognized the symptoms and suspect you may have one, run away while you still can.
Do what so many of us couldn’t and escape.
It isn’t nice, it doesn’t make you look glamorously thin it makes you sick and means that you’re DYING.
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The traditional term for homosexuality in China is “the passion of the cut sleeve boys” (断袖之癖), so named from the story of Emperor Ai of Han (27 BCE – 1 BCE) and Dong Xian (23 BCE – 1 BCE). As the story goes, Emperor Ai fell in love with a minor official named Dong Xian. Dong Xian quickly gained the Emperor’s favor. One afternoon as they slept in bed, Emperor Ai woke up. Rather than wake his lover, he cut the sleeves of his robe to let his lover sleep longer. Homosexuality was regarded as a normal affair up until the late Qing dynasty when the government attempted to westernize the country.
MOST ADORABLE BACKSTORY FOR AN IDIOM
“Homosexuality was regarded as a normal affair up until the late Qing dynasty when the government attempted to westernize the country”
Yeah I’ve read so many books about imperial chinese history towards this time and beyond even during the Tang dynasty and homosexuality was very common within the court.
Right so this lady was smart, if you’re ever in a sedan-style trunk there’s a little pull tab that you can use to get yourself out that is STANDARD in cars built after 2001. It’s the law just like headlights and seatbelts.
if you are in an SUV style vehicle or newer model car you may be able to find the automatic trunk release wire, pull on it, it will pop the trunk
if you can’t find any of that stuff,look for the brake light housing. You will need to pull back the trunk carpeting and feel about. It’s probably bolted in, but some careful wiggling will dislodge it. If people see a goddamn arm waving out of a hole in a car while they poke along I-95 they likely will do something about it
Reblog to save a life….
I was about to explain that handle myself. I did in the past and was told I have a sick since of humor for saying it helps to serve as an escape method in kidnappings.
Some of them even glow in the dark for easier finding.
Reblog to save a life
Damn right I’m reblogging, saving lives is kinda my thing.
look if you come across an ana or thinspo blog DO NOT REPORT IT.
i think i’m speaking for most people when i say that i am NOT pro ana i just use this blog as a coping mechanism and an outlet to vent and express myself. i do not promote any unhealthy eating habits .
if you report and ana account you’re just making things a whole lot worse believe me. you’re just making someone more depressed and feel even more hopeless, you’re not helping anyone by reporting an account.
mine got deleted after one person reported me. my account was there that night, i went to bed and when i woke up it was gone. it was just starting to grow and i was rly proud of it and now i have to start all over again.
i don’t want nurotypicals reporting my blog. not again.
posted this a while ago but i think it’s just important
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