monstersliveinside:

“No one should miss the feeling of a razor blade cutting their skin.”

— (via sectumsempraworld)

No one should, but I do ~

15kcal:

blackcoffeewhitewine:

Hey guys! I had this post on my old blog but my boyfriend found it and I deleted it because I was super embarrassed (lmao). So this blog isn’t my main just a side blog for this small little project I’m doing for you guys. Ask for my main if you like.

But! I’ve just started studying at university and am struggling to find work to buy myself text books and a new laptop and unfortunately I don’t fit the criteria for a loan from my school for about another semester. I’m minoring in nutrition and majoring in Psychiatry. In order to save up the money I need for these necessities I’m offering my knowledge up for literally anyone who wants it. 

Personalized diet plans!

These plans will include literally ANYTHING you want me to put in them including but not limited to:

• Calorie and meal plans
• Exercise Regimes
• Shopping lists for people who live alone and with parents
• Tips & Tricks
• Nutritional information and how to keep yourself looking and feeling healthy
• Exercise demonstrations
• Meal plans tailored to your tastes

As they are personalized, you tell me what you want and need in your plan and I’ll make it up for you as a downloadable PDF book format. The average cost for these will be $10-$15 AU Dollars depending on the amount of content and detail but will NEVER cost more than $25. Prices are generally negotiable.

I accept payment via Paypal or if you are unable to pay via paypal bank transfers or other cash sending apps that are applicable to you.

I made my best friend one of these completely suited to her and she had a major transformation from 108 kilograms (238lbs) to 80kg (176lbs) in three months and she’s still following it to this day and continuing on her weight loss journey. PM me for before and afters!

Following these plans to the best of your ability is guaranteed success without ruining yourself in the process. 

As I said, these are completely personalized, so if you’re interested please direct message me and I will send you a questionnaire to fill out and I start from there!

I bought one of these from her and honestly it was the best thing I ever did. 

bigbrowneyes-girl:

iwillnotbefatnomore:

1. which eating disorder(s) do you have?
2. when did you develop your eating disorder?
3. are you currently in recovery?
4. honestly, do you want to recover?
5. how are you doing today?
6. 5 safe foods?
7. 5 fear foods?
8. do you count calories?
9. what is your max calorie limit?
10. what is your height?
11. what is your ultimate goal weight?
12. are you trying to lose weight?
13. have you ever been called “fat”?
14. have you ever been called “too thin”?
15. what is your current goal weight?
16. what was your highest weight?
17. what was your lowest weight?
18. do you wish you were back at your lowest weight?
19. does your family know about your eating disorder?
20. do your friends know about your eating disorder?
21. do you wish you didn’t have an eating disorder?
22. have any “free foods”?
23. how often do you weigh yourself?
24. thinspo or bonespo?
25. biggest problem area on your body?
26. favourite part of your body?
27. what kind of results do you want to see?
28. do you purge?
29. do you take laxatives?
30. how often do you purge?
31. do you binge?
32. how long have you fasted for?
33. who’s your biggest thinspiration?
34. favorite eating disorder movie/show/documentary?
35. favorite thinspo picture?
36. can you post a photo of yourself/your body?
37. how does your eating disorder affect your life?
38. what is your BMI?
39. do you follow a diet?
40. least favourite part about your eating disorder?
41. has your eating disorder ruined any relationships?
42. do you have a “guilty pleasure” food? what is it?
43. meanspo or sweetspo?
44. does anyone else in your life have an eating disorder?
45. ever been inpatient?
46. ever been outpatient?
47. ever been in residential care?
48. ever been in a psych ward?
49. are you currently in therapy?
50. what did you eat today?
51. are you scared about the holidays?
52. are your family/friends supportive?
53. have any other mental illnesses?
54. looking for ana buddies?
55. what is your current weight?

ASK ME ANYTHING PLEASE!

unkommod:

But I prefer being empty and light

But I prefer my bones sticking out

But I prefer my thigh gap

But I prefer my flat stomach

But I prefer being proud of myself

But I prefer losing the fat that is coating my body

send-me-noots:

Shoutout to the people who:

-have symptoms that aren’t visible to others

-are able to function even while in extreme pain

-hide their illness well

-who don’t “seem sick”

-who have flareups at night or other times when no one else sees

-fight a daily battle that others can’t see

-feel like they’re making too big of a deal out of their illness because “it could be worse!”

I see you out there, I feel you, you’re awesome.

br0ken-universe:

Every.single.thing

Nearly all…

dream-of-thin-days:

🌺PSA🌺

If my posts make you upset, trigger you, or anything alone those lines. I’m sorry but just block me. Don’t report me. Don’t comment on my posts and tell me to stop.

This is MY SAFE PLACE. This blog right here is where I post what I want to see when I look in the mirror. Everything I post is helping cope, giving me the motivation I need. I’m sorry if it bothers you. The back button is up there^ and so is the block button. But please DONT report my blog. This is the only thing keeping me sane. This is MY help. I NEED THIS.