Day eighteen🍃 1st june
What food is your weakness?
Chocolate and these waffer biscuits I own. They are really good and I can’t help it. I’m trying to change that
What food is your weakness?
Chocolate and these waffer biscuits I own. They are really good and I can’t help it. I’m trying to change that
Do you have an eating disorder?
I have not been professionally diagnosed. However, I do have disordered eating for sure (thats an obvious point but no i havent seen a professional)
When did you first decide to lose weight?
I’ve always thought I was fat but only acted on it around 2 years ago
Are you vegan or vegetarian? If not, would you consider it?
I’m neither. I would consider it however meat is a large part of my life as I live on a sheep farm
What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?
My UGW is 46kg. I’m not sure when I’ll reach it but hopefully by the end of the year (2018)
Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Unhealthy. Restricting to below 1000 calories, straving myself, doing ‘diets’ and overall disordered eating actions.
What do you normally eat?
I usually eat white bread, grated cheese, meat, muesli bars and fruits. My diet is kinda all over the place
Your favorite thinspo blog and why!
@lovelesslordess ! They’re amazing and they post relatable, interesting things💓
What was the hardest thing you gave up during this “weight loss”?
Not much food, but comfort? Like, I feel constantly anxious and sick. I can’t eat food without thinking “how many cals is in this?” Or “I should purge this”.
Did people ever make comments on your weight in a negative way?
Yes. I’ve been called fat, asked why I’m eating that, been compared to others and just generally been encouraged to doslike my weight as well as myself. This still happens but to a lesser degree.