Day four: ab challenge
Today is a rest day but I did a small workout:
🌻10 sit ups
🌻10 crunches
🌻10 leg rasies
🌻10 leg lifts (each side)
🌻30 second plank
Today is a rest day but I did a small workout:
🌻10 sit ups
🌻10 crunches
🌻10 leg rasies
🌻10 leg lifts (each side)
🌻30 second plank
🌻25 (+ extra 5) sit ups
🌻10 crunches
🌻10 leg lifts (each side)
🌻10 leg raises
🌻15 (+ extra 15) second plank
So dance is starting up again, school starts in a week and dinner dance is just under a month away. Been in a bad depressive episode so time to get my shit together 🙂
Hygiene:
•Brush teeth morning and night
•Shower at least every two days
•Brush hair every day
•Wash hair once week
•Clean clothes each day
School:
•Keep update to date
•2 hours homework each night minimum
•Average B+’s or A’s
•Keep record book organised
•Nothing from canteen except fruit
Home:
•Be respectful/co-operate with family (no agreements)
•Keep room reasonably clean
•Homework at desk not on bed
•Help out with chores / farm work
Food/Drink:
•2L water each day
•Max 1000 weekdays
•Max 1200 weekends
•Diet coke and real fruit juices only
•80% healthy, 20% unhealthy
Exercise:
•Home workout each day
•Stretch 10-20 mins each day
•2km run daily (except Tuesday and Wednesday)
•Put 100% into every dance class
•Practice barre work on Saturdays (30 – 60 mins minimum)
•Practice centre/class work on Thursdays (30 – 60 mins minimum)
🌻20 (+ extra 30) sit ups
🌻8 (+ extra 32) crunches
🌻8 leg lifts (each side)
🌻8 (+ extra 33) leg raises
🌻12 (+ extra 30) second plank
🌻15 sit ups
🌻5 crunches
🌻5 leg lifts (each side)
🌻10 second plank
Doing this, starting today (22/04/19). I’ll post body checks once I finish it💘

I lost one of my closest friends. She was basically my sister. Yet you don’t really give a fuck because “I never really liked her anyway”. Oh wow really? Didn’t really like her huh? Well guess what, I fucking did. She is my sister and I am hurting. But I guess it doesn’t matter, you don’t really care so why should I.
I want to cut my arms and thighs and just,,, not think about anything. I don’t feel good enough; grades aren’t good enough, not skinny enough, not good enough at anything, heck I don’t even feel like I’m “sick” enough or “bad” enough. I dont even feel like I hurt myself “bad” enough. I’m so fucking tried and done with this bullshit. I don’t want to say it but I’m hurting, and although it’s hurting me, I don’t want to hurt you. This is just how it is I guess, I’m hurting myself trying to protect you.
making a plan tomorrow, been wayy off track. probs gonna make tomorrow a liquid fast day,,, if anyone has any exercise/diet plan or tips they wanna share, I’m all ears☺
Date: 11/04/2019
DATE: 30/03/2019
Heya guys! It’s been a while since I last updated. I’m not doing so good atm, kinda falling apart but I’m coping so that’s good. I have a boyfriend now (been dating 2 and a bit months) and that’s going good 🙂 Still tired all the time and I’m seriously off track,,, I’m gonna make a plan this weekend and then back on top of everything.