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Update?

So i have zero idea what I weigh at the moment but i gotta get to like 50kg before term 3. It’s 18th June so i have around a month. Majority of my year level went on camp like 2 weeks ago and I won’t see them til next term so hopefully I’ll blow them away be being some what skinny. I will reach my goal, I can do this💓

TW

So I went to the store today and turns out they sell razors for like $2. I couldn’t buy them as my mum was with me but I plan on buying them tomorrow after my dance performance. I need new razors cause the ones I have are rusting. It’s kinda fucked that my first thought was “now I can self harm more/better” what the fuck

Tw

I have a dance performance on sunday and i should be only focused on it but i know that i can self harm after it. Like ive had the urge to self harm so bad over the past week. Like, the only reason I’m not is cause people would see it when I dance. I just,,, why? Why is this what my brain focuses on?

Trigger warning:

I want to cut all down my inner arm. I deserve it, I’m not good enough. I’m so fucking fat, it’s disgusting. Fucking do it bitch, no one would care. Honestly, I’m fucking worthless

🌿June rules🌿

°DISCLAIMER: This is for me and me only. Please get out while you can, recovery is always an option°

🌿Reach GW3: 50kg

🌿Drink 2L of water each day

🌿NEVER eat more than 1000 cals; aim for 600

🌿Workout 2-3 times a week

🌿Fast twice a week; aim for tuesdays and fridays

🌿Weigh myself every two days and body checks on sundays

🌿Always get an A or above (D+ or above in maths)

Stay safe lovelies💓

Day seventeen🍃 31st may

Do you have an eating disorder?

I have not been professionally diagnosed. However, I do have disordered eating for sure (thats an obvious point but no i havent seen a professional)