Date: 30th may
FOOD:
Breakie: skipped
Lunch: 159
1 cup seedless grapes = 110
1 cup strawberries = 49
Dinner: 461
Vegetable stew = around 200
Mash potato = 100
Mixed berry yogurt = 161
Snack: 230
Hot chocolate = 218
2 Waffers = 12
A girl at my school self harms and is very showy and open about it? It makes me uncomfortable and like my self harm isnt bad enough,, like I feel like I can’t talk about my self harm cause it’s not as bad as hers. I need to cut deeper, more, longer,, I can’t fail at this too
Gonna do this diet, gotta be 48kg by june 15th
I’ll post a food log each day to hold me accountable and to share my progress⚘
Are you vegan or vegetarian? If not, would you consider it?
I’m neither. I would consider it however meat is a large part of my life as I live on a sheep farm
What’s your UGW? When do you expect to reach it?
My UGW is 46kg. I’m not sure when I’ll reach it but hopefully by the end of the year (2018)
Fasted: 16 hours 30 mins
Breakfast: fasted
Lunch: fasted
Snack: 400
-½ cup red grapes (29)
-1 kiwi no skin (46)
-½ cup strawberries (23)
-small banana (90)
-tropical yogurt (66)
– small bites of things (46)
-sandwich (100)
Dinner: 600?
– broccoli, cauliflower, carrots and potatoes
-roast lamb
TOTAL: 1000
Felling fat and heavy and sick. Wish I could purge and strave for a week
Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?
Unhealthy. Restricting to below 1000 calories, straving myself, doing ‘diets’ and overall disordered eating actions.
Thanks for moving your arms towards me to scare me and laughing when I flinch. Thanks for laughing when I said “don’t touch me” and simply moving your arm closer while saying “I’m not touching you”. 10/10 jokes, love it, im glad me being uncomfortable is funny to you🙃
What do you normally eat?
I usually eat white bread, grated cheese, meat, muesli bars and fruits. My diet is kinda all over the place
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