Mini update💎

So its july 1st and I’ve already fucked up. So I’m going to cleaning my act up tomorrow. My friend is over so it may be hard but I’ll do it. I will reach my goal weight (52kg) this month

Mini update💎

So I fucked up this weekend. Ate wayyy too much and I feel fat and heavy. Gotta get on track, 13 days til dance performance, i have to drop some weight

Mini update💎

Gonna do this diet, gotta be 48kg by june 15th

I’ll post a food log each day to hold me accountable and to share my progress⚘

Mini update💎

Gonna start doing food logs to stay motivated. I’ll log what I ate, how many calories I burnt and my current weight (I recently got a fitbit so i can tell exactly how many calories I’ve burnt)

Mini update💎

So I fasted today and drank only water. I had 196 cals today to help my metabolism and I’m going to fast tomorrow and Saturday (the 20th and 21st).

Mini update?💎

I’ve eaten WAY too much (1000+ cals) and I feel sick. Honestly wanting to throw up then strave for a week, workout like crazy and self harm soo bad right now🙃🙃 fucking hell, why am I so fucked up???

Mini update💎

So I’ve been staying under around 600 for the past few days and i think I’ve hit a weight loss block (i dont seem to be losing much). So I had around 1000 ish cals yesterday and I’m going to have around the same today to hopefully get back on track. Any tips?💓

Mini update💎

Last few days I’ve been able to keep under my calorie limit and it feels soo good. Like, it makes me feel in control and like I’m actually going to reach my ugw. I’m getting thinner, my collarbones are starting to show, I’ve been feeling better and I’m getting used to the hunger rumbles/feeling. I can’t wait for the day that I have complete self-control