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Rant?¿ trigger warning

I want to cut my arms and thighs and just,,, not think about anything. I don’t feel good enough; grades aren’t good enough, not skinny enough, not good enough at anything, heck I don’t even feel like I’m “sick” enough or “bad” enough. I dont even feel like I hurt myself “bad” enough. I’m so fucking tried and done with this bullshit. I don’t want to say it but I’m hurting, and although it’s hurting me, I don’t want to hurt you. This is just how it is I guess, I’m hurting myself trying to protect you.

Vent💘(ED & selfharm)

I’m falling apart: school grades are okay? I think? Classes are so tiring and I’m so done with the people in them. I just want to be alone. I’m slowly losing interest in friends, I just want to take a break and be alone. I’ve been eating too much lately but it’s okay, I’ve actually lost (0.3kg) so that’s good. I’m tried all the damn time, I just wanna sleep for like, 2 weeks. I’m getting back on track, hoping to take more dance on so thats good. I feel I can’t say anything to my friends so I guess it’s another classic case of bottling shit up

Thanks you guys, we may not interact that much but I really appreciate all of you💘💘

💘Stay safe: my asks/pm are always open💘

Vent: trigger warning (self harm ann ED)

I feel like absolute shit. I’ve eaten wayy too much the past few days (1200+). I want to strave/restrict and cut so badly. I’m so done with being fat, with looking like this. I have dance and aths but no one sees my hips. Idek anymore, I feel so alone and tried and done. No one wants or needs me and i can see why. I’m just so done

Vent:trigger warning❗

DATE: 03/02/2019

Hey guys, I hope y’all are doing okay💓

I self harmed again last night and have been eating wayyy too much lately (tryna fill the void lol) and am probably in a bad depressive episode but o h w e l l. School tomorrow, thank god, so I’ll be restricting tomorrow and starting running again (had to take a break cause of my ankles). I’ll be posting food/exercise diarys and weigh ins again so get ready for that. Thats all for now:

STAY SAFE GUYS 💕

TW: self harm

I’ve been cutting the past like 5 days ish and I haven’t the past two days due to a friend being over. It’s fucking killing me. All I’m thinking of is cutting, making more cuts/scars and having them all up the inside of my arm. I get the opportunity, I’m fucking taking it

Trigger warning:

I want to cut all down my inner arm. I deserve it, I’m not good enough. I’m so fucking fat, it’s disgusting. Fucking do it bitch, no one would care. Honestly, I’m fucking worthless

Trigger warning??

I self harm, have disordered eating, probably have depression of some sort, kinda been abused and am generally unhappy with myself. I’ve told people but not everything. I have thoughts of suicide, I have thought of people’s reactions and when/how I could do it. I have thought that maybe the world would be better without me, that I deserve to leave and the pain that comes with it. There’s no reason to worry about me but in a sick and disgusting way, I kinda want there to be?? God, I’m kinda fucked up🙃🙃

If I ever kms, I do not want people’s sympathy. I do not want the people who obviously don’t like me/don’t even know me to suddenly be like “she was a lovely girl, so kind. I miss her so much”, I don’t want their bullshit. I could only hope that those I love wouldn’t be too hurt and that they could move on and live life to the fullest.