Please don’t forget that it is not normal to feel guilty for eating. It is not normal to hate your body to the point of destroying it. It is not normal to want to see your bones and it is not normal to want to disappear. Wanting to shed a few pounds before summer is normal, but making it the only thing that counts is not. You deserve to feel better than this. You deserve to look forward to summer instead of being scared of looking fat in a bikini. You deserve to feel valuable no matter what size your pants are. I hope you’ll be able to see the magic in your whole being one day. I hope, by then, you’ll have realized that it’s not about thigh gaps or goal weights or collarbones. The things you’re risking your life for don’t mean a thing, I promise.