crazythinbitch:

i feel so fucking guilty having this blog. i fucking hate myself for being a pro ana blog like the ones i discovered when i was 13. I’m sorry to anyone who follows me/reads my posts.

but i need people to connect to, people to make me feel less alone. i’m so fucking alone in this is my real life and people interacting with my posts is sometimes what keeps me going.

idk. idk. just don’t want people to see me as glamorizing my ed or promoting it or whatever. I’m just fucking suffering and we’re all just fucking suffering and it sucks but it sucks a little less to suffer together