OR EVEN IF YOU STARTED AT OVERWEIGHT PLEASE READ THIS
Guys. when you’re obese or overweight and you start starving yourself you’re going to lose a lot of weight really fucking fast. it might sound good but there are consequences to this. big ones.
fucking. gallstones.
you lose weight too fast and your gallbladder will betray you and put you in the worst pain you have ever fucking experienced. makes you vomit, makes you fucking WRITHE in pain. it feels like you’ve swallowed razor blades. you can’t find a comfortable position, unlike period cramps. you can’t even stop moving around because it hurts so much and these attacks last HOURS. they’re unbearable. the first attack i had i called 911 because the pain made me lose consciousness (and i have a crazy high pain tolerance) and it’s been happening over and over and over again and i PROMISE losing weight slowly at first ifyoure overweight or obese is fucking worth it ok, i know it sucks to not lose all at once but please. you don’t want this pain. i have to have surgery now to get this fixed. i promise. when you’re in the “normal” BMI do whatever the fuck you want but please. lose it slowly at first. you don’t want this.
you don’t want to throw up or lose consciousness due to sheer pain. you don’t want to cry, even though crying hurts even more. painkillers don’t help, weed doesn’t help, nothing helps. i have to ride this out for 4 or 5 hours every few days, and now i have to have surgery to get the whole gallbladder removed. fucking gallstones.
this has been a foul-mouthed PSA.
i will not rest until this gets as many notes as i have followers (fuvking. 17k)
I’m slowly isolating myself from everyone. No one cares so why should i bother
Im scared to tell anyone that I’ve started cutting again. (Friend one) would tell someone and worry too much. (Friend two) and (friend three) would be triggered and also cut. No one else cares, and im not sure i care either
This ask is about this videoHEREor GifsestHERE&HERE
Yes, his dream came true. He sure wanted to travel with Jungkook but in the past Jungkook refused to go with him. But talk about the plot twist, lately, they went to Japan and it’s JK who booked the flights for them. Jimin never gives up once he sets his mind on something. He is known to be very goal driven and stubborn once he decides he wants something. He never gives up on what he wants and years do not kill his ambition.
Back in 2014 (140614) He had to answer a question HERE (2:33)
Q: “When you feel troubled, with who and where do you want to go?“
JM: If I feel troubled then I will be with my members
MCs: *complain* We didn’t make this game for that type of answer
V: It’s a lie
JM: It’s not a lie. Other than my parents … *long silence* … I want to go on a trip with Jungkook
BTS: Ah~
JK: *sighs*
MC: Why Jungkook?
JM; I think Jungkook is very cute
SG: Previously on another radio, he said he said he wants to go on a trip with Jungkook
JM: But Jungkook doesn’t want to go
SG: Yes he does not want to accept it
JK: *nods*
Again in a fansign he picked Jungkook again (Photo below)
Q.Which country do you want to travel?
JM: Anywhere
Q.Please pick up only one member you want to travel with.
JM: JK. I think he can protect me.
So things went from “I think he is cute” to “I feel safe with him” Makes sense.
i’m seeing a lot of people reblogging suicide hotlines and this is just a reminder that this is a suicide help line that works like a text-based instant messenger for people who may need to talk to someone but have trouble/are uncomfortable making phone calls
Never don’t reblog this. There are so many people who have such bad anxiety about phone calls. This can save so many lives
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