movingfoward115:

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– Starting weight was 160+

– Binges a lot 

– 15+

– Goes to school

– Lives with parents 

– Has control issues 

– Loves green tea

Day thirteen🍃 27th may

Are you losing weight in a healthy or unhealthy way?

Unhealthy. Restricting to below 1000 calories, straving myself, doing ‘diets’ and overall disordered eating actions.

armybbygirl:

Bulimia is not a long haired girl with sad face that is leaning in front of the toilet. It’s a swollen face with vomit that is draining down the chin. It’s a fucking bleeding from the nose.

Anorexia is not a skinny girl who shyly refuses eating a muffin. It’s hair on your cold and emaciated body.

Depression is not a model with flowed mascara who is looking on the sunrise. It means staring at the ceiling with red and tired eyes ‘cause you lost the last motivation to close them.

Self-harm does not mean handsome guys kissing your arms and saying that you are perfect. It means disgusting scars that will stay with you forever, it means painful shower.

Anxiety attacks don’t mean hugs with the person who loves you and listening to their quiet whisper. It’s a panic ‘cause you can’t breath.

Mental illnesses are not beautiful. They don’t make you special and “right” person. They are the monsters destroying your live.

theartofemptiness:

POST INDEX 🔖

this is a post index that gather all my posts so it’s easier for you to find them! i will update from time to time. enjoy and stay safe ♡

— workouts

💌 alphabet & digital clock workouts

💌 not really a workout but still works

— tips and tricks

💌 how to hide an ed

💌 what to say/do to avoid eating

💌 triggering shows

— advices

💌 breakfast

— reminders

💌 #1 ♡

💌 #2 ♡

💌 #3 ♡

— not pro anything, just using the tags! 

To dad:

Thanks for moving your arms towards me to scare me and laughing when I flinch. Thanks for laughing when I said “don’t touch me” and simply moving your arm closer while saying “I’m not touching you”. 10/10 jokes, love it, im glad me being uncomfortable is funny to you🙃